Well, I just got a call from my sweet midwife who informed me that all the test results were back. Everything is perfectly normal. Huh. Well, I am relieved that nothing is wrong. But, I guess I was kinda hoping that something wasn't right, we would fix it, and I would magically transform into a woman "with child." So, the plan for right now is to take my temperature religiously, buy some ovulation predictors, and keep track of the next few months.
I am trying very hard to "let go and let God." I know that God's timing is better than my own. I know that just because I think I want my babies close together, doesn't mean that God doesn't know that waiting a year for a baby to be born, when Joel is four, wouldn't be the best thing for me. So, I will wait. I will pray. I will give up control over this and allow God to do a good work in me. See, I'm learning! ;)
Carrie
6/20/2010 03:25:15 am
The waiting is the hardest part. Brent and I have been trying to have a child since October 2007 when we got married. We will celebrate 3 years together, and hopefully I will still be pregnant! The timing is good, now. We are stable and in the house we will be in forever. We've had time to go through rough stuff and we've come out the other end. You are never far from my thoughts!
Brittany
6/21/2010 09:56:34 am
Waiting and giving up control...ugh...it's so much easier said than done! Comments are closed.
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