Well people, we have officially hit our first ONE YEAR marker. April 29th was the day we got Gabe's fatal diagnosis. I remember that day so vividly. I remember the way the ultrasound tech grew more quiet the longer she looked at Gabe. I remember the words of our kind doctor as we left the exam room, "I will put you guys on my prayer list." I remember the harsh words of the specialist, "There will be no reason for you to ever regret terminating this pregnancy because we know there is no way your baby will survive."
Carrie
4/28/2010 08:57:03 am
Honey, we might have had the same doctor trying to push us into terminating our pregnancies. I remember our doctor saying "Go home, check your calendar and figure out a good day where you both can be there." He acted like we were scheduling a lunch date or something. I told him that I refused to pick out the day that my baby dies- not my choice. I've never regretted it for a minute. I'll be thinking about you tomorrow.
Brittany
4/29/2010 04:02:34 pm
This is what August, 3 days after Gabe was born, will feel like to me. Thank you for being there when I needed you even though you needed so much, too. Comments are closed.
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