I have not been blogging because of my poor emotional state. I find myself in the middle of a storm, having to rely on my trust and faith, which has been a struggle. I feel like I'm doing all the right things - praying for myself, asking Kyle to pray, walking up and receiving prayer at church, but I do not find the comfort and peace that I am seeking. So, I am asking for your prayer as well. I remember feeling carried through some of my toughest days when I was waiting on Gabriel to come, finding out later that so many people were praying, even fasting, for me. It's very humbling to get on here and put all this out there and ask for anything, but I'm doing it.
I am not feeling baby move. I felt Joel at 16 weeks, and you are supposed to feel each baby sooner. I didn't feel Gabe at 16 weeks. We have an appointment Thursday and I am praying they give me an ultrasound so I can see baby with my own eyes. I hope this will give me peace of mind and that my faith will be restored.
Brittany
2/10/2011 01:46:41 am
Rainbow pregnancies are hard. You have doubts as a person, as a mother, that you wouldn't normally have. Try not to get caught up in what "should" be happening (easier said than done). You'll be in my thoughts and prayers today. Please let me know what you find out...or you know me, I'll be harassing you. Love you, Meg. Comments are closed.
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